| is somthing wrong with me? |
[14 Dec 2006|09:54pm] |
if your boyfriend
told you somthing like...
you have big hands or your hair feels weird
or somting negative about you
you would feel self consiouse too right?
my boy friend told me somthing about my self
that I didnt even know.
it was really embarrassing
and im glad he told me
so i can fix the problem but....
now im shy about it and
i feel like he is thinking about it
or what ever.
....
if your boyfriend doesnt seem like he wants to kiss u...thats a problem right?
today i spent all day with him
and he kissed me on the cheek alot
he turned his head for me to kiss him
and actually KISSED me about 3 or 4 times.....
i spent 3 hourse with him....
somthing is wrong....
idk
latly i have been feeling like he is losing intrest but...
he says he isnt
and he still doesnt so many great things for me
he still makes me that happiest
and takes care of me but...
i guess its the little things that count...
idk whats going on.
he doesnt love me
and i dont love him yet
but...i dont want to feel like
this anymore.
i shouldnt feel shy around
my own boyfriend...
should i?
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| love has only one name |
[19 Jun 2006|10:33pm] |
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if this is wrong then i dont wanna be right
yes this is my weakness and i dont care wtf u think
man practice is moved to wednesday this week oh well shit happens i guess..
hightlights of my day =
talking to hannah:
she decided to call me today and she miss pernounced my name *snickers*
its okay hannah everyone does it. its all good. then we started
to talk about throwing dogs and how it should be done
and how papa johns pizza is gay [yea it is]
the song that was wrote for me today:
ive been talking to this guy in chicago
he is in a band call "no reply" really actually good
he wrote a song for me and played and sang it and recored it
its the sweetest thing anyone has ever done
he is super funny, great to talk to, and real sweet.
problem is:
he lives in chicago, and he is in college
nothing can happen between us but he is still real sweet and nice
thats all i have to say :D
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[09 Apr 2006|08:03pm] |
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The Cure_Tainted Love |
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boring time with noah is allways fun. haha.
we went to go see bench warmers. wich was unterlly hilariouse. i let him use one of my free passes cause he had no money. he felt bad and i laughed at him. haha. anyways. nothing happend. we just went and came back. he really is in love with his cell phone though. *shrugs* i allmost melted when i saw him. i know you thinking "corny" i dont care. he straightend it and...well you get the picture. i love his freakin hair. and the whole time he was telling me. im fat, im fat. and i allmost punched his lights out. haha. we went to the hill behind my school after the movie and just chilled there for like 5 mintues cause he mom came. i was gonna go to his house but i knew my mom wouldnt let me. another time maybe. he is such a freakin dork. about like 15 mintues or 20 after he left my house he called me. i knew he missed me. haha. but all in all it was an okay day. better than okay since he went. honestly i wished i could of just reached over there and kissed him but...i didnt. i dont want to rush nothing. i dont want to make it into somthing that it might not be. *shrugs*
GOOD DAY
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